White Boy Singlish

Vinsee: Eh show you this video. Very funny!

*after watching*

Me: Eh, I think I love him.
Me: HAHAHAHAHHAA

So cute la. So cute. Can I have one? LOL.

And Shan just proves to be really annoying.

I don't do sadness.

I'm looking for a genius song "I don't do sadness/Blue Wind" from the musical "Spring Awakening". Love it. If anyone has this song, please send it to me. I can't seem to find it.

Click for a listen
Ilse: What are you looking for?
Moritz: If only I knew.
Ilse: Then what's the use of looking?

Awful sweet to be a little butterfly
just winging over things, and nothing deep inside.
Nothing going going wild in you, you know,
you're slowing by the riverside or floating high and blue.

You are my strength like no other;

Your grace has found me just as I am, empty handed but alive in Your hand.

Sometimes its just hard. It's pretty hard nowadays to focus on the better, greater things. A walk of faith induces new challenges each day, and with each challenge, is another dose of faith needed. Walking, getting beaten down, constant unwanted condemnation from self, people around me. I'm tired of being in this flesh, I need Jesus so badly.

And my heart is as dry as a desert, my mind swimming with so much of my own minuses, I try to forget. On some days, its just hard to remember Jesus is always here, its hard to remember the good when you feel so much pain. But its on days like these, that you actually need Him the most.

Father, I don't understand these things that are happening to me. But I praise You. And I love You. You make all things good, and You make all things work for me. I trust Father, I trust.

Amen :)

So...

I've been telling my grandma that I've got a sudden high dosage of "tao hua yun", meaning my feminine powers have somehow unknowingly been unleashed and I'm starting to get alot of attention from guys that I never used to get.

She told me this in chinese, "You must tell the boys, errr whats that word in english ah? No entry? AH YES. NO ENTRY. TELL THE BOYS, GO FAR AWAY, NO ENTRY."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

HAHAHHAA

This boy ah.

Wasted

"I'm wasted, I'm so wasted on you."
I heart Angus & Julia Stone. Their music's so prettyfull and lovely.

I'm loving school so far, so much more relaxing than attachment.
And so much more fun with these guys.



Everything's just great now, thank God :)