You are my strength like no other;

Your grace has found me just as I am, empty handed but alive in Your hand.

Sometimes its just hard. It's pretty hard nowadays to focus on the better, greater things. A walk of faith induces new challenges each day, and with each challenge, is another dose of faith needed. Walking, getting beaten down, constant unwanted condemnation from self, people around me. I'm tired of being in this flesh, I need Jesus so badly.

And my heart is as dry as a desert, my mind swimming with so much of my own minuses, I try to forget. On some days, its just hard to remember Jesus is always here, its hard to remember the good when you feel so much pain. But its on days like these, that you actually need Him the most.

Father, I don't understand these things that are happening to me. But I praise You. And I love You. You make all things good, and You make all things work for me. I trust Father, I trust.

Amen :)